Sunday, June 1, 2008 6:04 AM
Never Give Up Never Give In Never Say Never

I've come to a state that my paranoid level has hit the ceiling! I'm seriously damn deprived that I can't train and so my body can't grow, at least when I can train, I'm not that paranoid. Sigh, but what can I do, what you see is what you get. My injury is still here to stay, it may take another 2 weeks or so to completely heal. I am going to psychological prepare myself to seat at the bench and eat bananas while cheering my team mates during June race. Not saying that being a support is a bad thing but it's really demoralizing to know that you are seating at the bench because you are injured. What can I do, it's my fault anyways for being so clumsy in the first place. Furthermore, I was putting the weights down and I got injured while doing so, how pathetic!!
Anyways I've a peace of mind knowing that my team mates are always there rain or shine, through thick and thin, training hard for This June race. I've faith that they can achieve greatness with all the hard work and relentless effort they have put in during training. It really feels empty when I'm not at SDBA during Saturday's morning while I'm at home either sleeping or watching tv. Thinking about MichelleSaur's Lover (hai hhahahah :P), shouting at the top of his voice telling the boat to go long, or John Bean commanding the back pack to push 5, or hearing the annoying yet hilariously low voice that Angus makes, commanding the whole boat. Yup, this is somethings I hear and experience when I'm during training, and it's really builds the camaraderie and the bond we share.
Just want to let you know Hairul that you shouldn't be so paranoid, haha, cos you are not small my friend. And at least you have the capability to train and gym. But nevertheless, I'm seriously damn paranoid, soooo paranoid that I think I wanna start up the Small And Paranoid United Fan Club (SAPUFC), haha sounds cool yea? Wanna join?! Haha! It's because of people like Mr Jun bin, whom is big, yet claims he is small, that's why I'm paranoid. Haha, maybe there's a club for you? Like Big Mother Fucker Says He's Small Club ( BMFSHS)! Don't know whether he is trying to be humble anot, but it's seriously damn annoying. Maybe next time Jun Bin when I say "Wah so big and muscular" You should say "Why thank you, you also quite big yourself" Instead of smiling to yourself like a little school girl and then saying "No la, I where got big, I small" Fuck you and learn! Another thing is Shaun, that one are need to eat more humble pie, haha, always very enthusiastic when he hears the word "BIG", haha, but yar, he is, so there's no point in saying he isn't. Sigh both of them big but one's humble, i think the other haha, you know la! =) Im just kidding, don't get so angry okay? haha! Anyways see you idiots in school, study hard for Common test, esp JB and Hai whom are lucky enough to have 1 bloody paper.
Yesterday, It was quite boring in the moring to the early afternoon, as I was just playing the computer waiting for Serene Chai the Duck to come. Boy, it was seriously damn exhausting when we wanted to watch a movie. We tried Lido at first, wanted to watch Sex & The City, but we saw the horrendous que and we fleed and decided not to watch a move. We tried to look for ducky's shoes that she wanted, but there isn't any around town that would fit her webbed feet cos her shoes needed to be customized haha, kidding, just couldn't find the shoes she wanted. Then I suggested to watch a movie cos it was raining and we couldn't walk around town that much, so we headed to cathay to try our luck.
Luck wasn't on our side that day, so many people were watching movie too, like they had the same idea that rain = watch movie. Anyways we tried Ps and it wasn't any better! So, we just ate dinner at PS and we both headed my house to just laze around and watch tv and play with my balless Milo! Haha, then send her home again in her splendid looking sliver chariot.
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